I was ashamed of the person I had become- I went it alone, cold turkey
. This was before forums like this existed, the internet was just being born! I just decided to ride it out... Let me tell you, the withdrawals were absolute hell. Agonizing muscle & what seemed like every part of my body in pain. The sweats turning to frozen chills in an instant , vomiting, total body weakness, unable to sleep & of course the constant internal wail of my body crying out craving a fix.