I was loving the feeling of being able to get through the days sober, and told myself that life was going
to be so great. I kept waking
up thinking about
how I'm going to save so much money, I'm going to feel happy again and not moody, I am going to start running and eating right, and so on. While this has helped me immensely in getting clean, it seems each day I feel less and less positive, and now it's "just another day cleann bla bla".