1) Clean- feeling genuinely good, a few aches and pains, butr still able to
work, play and interact with others. money
in my pocket, bank. not waiting for someone to call me back for my score. not waiting for fed ex,
2) Relapse- havent had one but i guess it would be falling back into the pill trap! not feeling anything, not wanting to deal with others, isolation, dirving as far as alaska to score, no money in my pocket, or bank.
3)Clean date- Everyday I wake up is my new clean date!