Now, I feel trapped in a job because I need the health benefits
, I feel alienated from pretty much the outside world and I frankly do not see anything changing.
I've been to online forums for HIV positive people and everyone keeps saying it gets better with time. I feel like the opposite is true for me. The more I think about all of this, the more anxious, sad, lonely, sleepless, hopeless, helpless, worthless, I feel.