I was pretty dependent on zyprexa
... I went back to my psych, and
manipulated him into giving me more zyprexa
daily.. I felt I needed it, to sedate my day away. At that point, that's all I wanted. I was huge, and that much zyprexa had taken away all emotions, and feelings. So, He upped it to 20 mg's daily. To make a long story short, by the time I had had enough, I was taking 30-35 mg's daily, sleeping for 15 hours a day, and weighed 225lbs.