m sure all your family misses her just as much, we all deal with
grief in our own way, and none are right or wrong, just what helps each
of us. It helped me to get into therapy, to sort it all out. It may be due to the holidays which makes us all think more about the loved ones we've lost. Just know the thing your mom would want most, is for you to be happy. Live a life that would make her proud and you both happy. If this lingers after the holidays, seek therapy to help you cope.