i am so sorry that you
are having problems with
anxiety but please do not think that
are crazy, you are from that. i have been going through the same, the bad thought popping up in my head, coming between me and my faith, even the thoughts of hurting love ones, that scared me so bad, i call a doctor and i have been seeing her for last two weeks and so far i am little bet better with the breathing techniques that she recommended that i do when i feel a panic or even when i do not.