I think the reason I do it is because I've been overly worried about finances, my job loss
, my husband's job loss
, the loss
of our property, health insurance, retirement losses, amongst other things. I find myself frequently in a trance, spaced out from worry, wondering how bad our situation can and will really get and I have to say I fear for our future. We've worked hard for many years just to lose everything, and I think that's why I do it.