This gamble proved to be the greatest healer, her daughter is now 3 and this week her mother tried to explain that I could not pick her up and cuddle her as I had a baby growing, we all fell about laughing when her daughter announced she did not want me to have a baby, she wanted cuddles!. Eventually the loss
began to ease. I worked to loose weight
and saw there was a chance still there for me. I thought about Greece, but our local airport has more regular flights to Barcelona.