
As for OD, done it plenty, but if I had kept using,
it really didn't matter if I lived or not the
last years.
It won't be easy, but I highly suggest you find new ways to cope with all the things that make you believe drugs are helping. I understand though, I chose to do it the hard and painful way, so I hAve no judgement about your choices. I simply plan on spending the years I half left sober and progressing toward my highest potential. I let drugs decide how good I could be for far too long.