I have experimented with them for
recreational use, and unfortunately was put on them for pain from an accident I was involved in. While I do love the feeling they give me, they are ruining my life, my family, my relationship. Everything around me is falling apart from using. I want to be free of this addiction, I know I am addicted, I admit I am, and yet it is so hard to stop. I have come close to losing everything, and yet still can't stop.