Ask God for a special memory
of your friend to replace the negative
pictures in your mind.Focus your thoughts on that special memory,things you two laughed about,the good times,the beginning and the middle of your special friendship,try not to focus on the end.When your birthday comes around think of what a wonderful party in heaven she's having just for you.She's in the best place in the world,heaven,she has no more pain,no more sorry,just peace and happiness.