That doesn't mean there wont still be a lot of physical and emotional pain to contend with, but the worst of w/d should soon be coming to an end, I would think. Then you can begin to deal with
the other tough things as they come.
it, bc you don't want all of this hard work you've done to be in vain. Just realize that if you do go back, you will only ensure that you will have to do this at some point later, bc no one can really have an endless supply of opiates.