influenced by Judeo-Christian beliefs.
You've tried it; many swear by it, but you don't sound like a candidate. The seizure
window is, at maximum, 36 hours, so, generally, Valium is used for about a week on a tapering schedule.
It is a tenacious addiction -- afraid to go out, lest you pass a bar (hard not to do), and individual counselling doesn't occupy that much time.