As far as your history of epilepsy
goes, you may have a touch or Temporal Lobe Epilepsy
, but I doubt it. That form of epilepsy
is associated with the hallucinations that you have experienced.
You definitely don't sound crazy even if you think you do :)
It all sounds like some acute anxiety over, well you probably know. Something triggered it and it's snowballing. Talk to a therapist, a psychotherapist (no, not cause your psycho).