I hate being around large groups of people, and tend to shy away, but i also dred being alone, starts making me think eveyone has an agend to get me. I feel scared for my
safety if i am alone, and tend to get paranoid that someone is out to get me and kill me. I have been diagnosed with hypertension. They say my hypertension, is not linked to the way i feel. At times i just feel like everything gets too much, too much going on at once, and would rather not live.