
but i got so bad off i desided to try counselling again, the local counselling center let me look at the files of over 20 diff people, i choose a guy named
Matt, hes a pretty cool guy, he went down the same paths and everything, but i still had a hard time talking to him.
i told him i had a hard time talking to people about alot of things, personal things. he told me if there was ever anything on my mind that i could'nt talk about, to write it down.