After about 2 hrs of intense conversation(not arguing, but we were both pissed but remained calm) we came
to the conclusion that we are going
to rebuild our relationship from the ground up starting as friends, and he's going to be here for my little one. I'm not really happy because I wanted us to get back together, but I'm happy that I didn't lose the love of my life. I decided to start a journal to help with my emotions and things.