I feel bad that the main reason I do not believe him is because he is african and living in
HIV paradise-south africa
-but also because i lost a lot of trust in
him for aiding me in getting pregnant. I wish I could believe him. deep down i think i do but something holds me back. I can't get tested yet as it has only bee 3 weeks but I will be test come the 3 week mark. I was tested in May and was negative so if he is truthful I know I am negative.