If I get up and get going
and using my
brain and/or body for something constructive, I am ok. If I get up
and try to sit around and watch a tv show or something, then within minutes, I am totally screwed. This is a bad drug, and the effects of it are devastating and long lasting. I have not a any days in the last 430 that I did not have to deal with the effects. It is a daily battle and if you do not treat it that way, it will eventually beat you down..