i never had sex with any body, I started masturbation from 17 age, from that day i masturbating daily twice, 2 to 3 years back i abl to do 2 times per week now i able to do only twice a month. now i feeling very bad what i did, i am going to marry in 6 months as per my mother saying i am avoiding marriage because, i think i not able satisfy my wife daily, disturbed too much, some times i loose memory, no concentration on my work. & feel what peoples thinking on me. i feel bad.