I've read your posts over the last few months, lady, and understand what you're going through. Hydro addiction is hell. I like Dr. Phil's definition
of addiction (which, since, I'm on part-time, I have to admit I'm addicted to Dr. Phil)...smile Addiction: (whether it be drugs, gambling, alcohol,video games, whatever) - Is when you go from controlling the addictive behavior to the addictive behavior controls you! Love ya, NOL - hang in there, babe.