Should I desire to ejeculate but am
not able to do so, I have learend to live with
that. I even had times where my wife would stimmulate me manually but I was not able to ejeculate.
For the last three years now I have had to live with a catheter in due to urological issues, As a result sexual intercourse has not been possible. Even with that there is a sexual closeness with my wife that I can enjoy. Learn other ways of pleasing each other. Ejeculation is not a must.