I'm not real sure that's "antisocial". According to the VA, I'm "antisocial", but it doesn't mean I don't like people or people don't like me, it means that I don't fit in to "society" well, and folks who are "well adjusted" tend to shy away from me. Perhaps you're what's known here as a "nerd". Then "nerds" are young they do feel sort of outcasts, so tend to stick to their studies and such.