im so sorry your going through this, your mom, dad, and your babies know that your
love them
and still have them close to your
hearts. i dont think you can ever just "get over it", it may get easier ,but who truly gets over losing someone you love very much?....God needed them in heaven and they are your angels now, watching over you.
try not to stress to much, i know it hard, but you have people here that will love to listen and help with their wise advise....