the
withdrawal symptoms are almost unbearable. It got so bad
last Monday night, I tried to end my life. The Lord intervened...there is no reason I should be here. So, I have been just about dead, it feels, laying in the bed, barely able to move. I have not slept at all this entire week. Most, most, most miserable. But, I did it to myself.
Any hope that this will ever feel better?