He gave me xanax but even taking xanax freaks me out because it just numbs me and I really don’t want to go that route. Like I break a .5 tab
in quarters and I get an instant drunk feeling
in about 15 minutes. The doc said I’m the only known person who won’t let xanax work. Like I fight it.
Background..
I’m in excellent shape I run 30-60 minutes a day. Even after that, I try to hike before work. I take vitamins and I juice daily. I don’t eat any ****.