every now and then we will talk about the future or
commitment. And almost right afterwards,
I freak out.
I shut down, get nervous, start to feel like I don't really like him at all, I don't know if I should break up with him, etc.
The last time I felt this way, I was able to get past it. I'm feeling it again, though. I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose another great relationship, but I feel overwhlemed by anxiety and dread at the same time.