I use it even though at the end of the day it makes me feel BAD, no
high, just bad. And, no one knows about it. I have not told anyone. I dont go to recovery meetings because Im in the helping profession, even tho thats a lame excuse. I feel a lot of shame about it. I am coming to the end of the meds I have and cannot get more for awhile, and will withdraw. So, Im starting to taper myself. I know I can be so much more than this....I also know addiction is an illness.