I want help, but don't know who to
because I am so embarrassed to
discuss this face to
face with somebody, but will if I have to. Here is everything I can think of right now.
For as long as I can remember, I have been a compulsive skin picker. I hate pain and bleeding but for some reason, when I have inflicted the pain on myself in my picking areas, it doesn't hurt mentally the same way. I have compulsions to feel this pain that I like.