for almost 5 years! I know how
you feel, and I feel the same way. Last
night I slept, and when I woke up, I was actually comfortable!!! Hang in there! Do what ever you can do to make yourself happy...hot showers, music, movies, reading, what ever is makes you happy. Make a wish list in a journal, and write down your dreams....what you want your life to be. Pain killers are lying to us. Try to remember when you were healthy before your took them.