They weight risks over benefits of medication and sometimes benefit wins out!! But either way, your doctor needs to know how you
are feeling. they'll want to monitor you
for all the way until after the baby when so many women have a hard time with post partum (again, TREATABLE).
If the idea of suicide gets stronger, PLEASE call a hotline number. Reach out. It's not worth it and you are carrying your baby, so please get help if you need it.
Life can be so hard it seems.