I am always looking at him seeing if he has any ARS symptoms, and pick out every spot or pimple on him, hoping it has nothing to do with HIV
. then I go look up HIV
symptoms and it freaks me out. Right now he has poison ivy or something on his leg and I keep thinking it is a rash from HIV, thinking I had it and gave it to him, even though I tested for everything and it was neg. Its the window period that kills me, still after I was tested at 4 months after. I don't know...it's horrible.