I also spent the last 2 years thinking about all the things I would to do when that day came,
love, children, work. I am slowly accepting and adjusting my
life and dreams.
My new task is eliminating as many unnecessary things in my life as possible so I have more time to do "other" things. The cat and I are eating off paper plates and recycling to cut down on dishes, stools in the kitchen, anything I can do to reserve my much needed pain free moments and energy.