I know how you feel about all the feelings you are having now..I have just been diagnosed with hyperthyroid and possibly having Hashi's but i'm having a symptoms of Graves or hyperthyroid, my blood work is elevated not too high though,,,experience with my symptoms sometimes, i cried for no reason at all, or maybe just being depressed about having this disease......you should find yourself another doctor who will listen to you and give you result....