But I need to get stuff off my chest and this is the best place to do it. I have such a
fever. Just found out that my best friend is pregnant
with #2 and I'm really happy and exited for her, but makes me wish I was there too. I want another baby, but I went through so much with my first pregnancy that I'm afraid of trying again. Plus after the baby, my blood pressure stayed high, so getting pregnant now is crazy..