t sounds like you are totally addicted, Opiates are shown to not work for chroniic pain. They stop working and you keep needing more
pills then stronger
pills. When many of us stopped our opiate use pain that we had actually let up. When you detox, your pain gets magnified but then it lessens or just goes away.
There are other options, Neurontin, Lyrica to name a few. I would have an honest and serious talk with your PCP and come clean.