, entirely premeditated. After working hard to lose 20 pounds
, this was my decision. Need I wonder why I feel completely entitled to join this forum? I remain opiate free, but I am defined by my desire for excess, especially if it is "immoral, illegal, or fattening!" Wait, I seem to be safe from the immoral one, not enough hormones left, I guess. I certainly want only moderation in beneficial activities, like exercise, or socializing, etc. Okay, enough of this boring confessional.