I want to outgrow my
children, I want them to not suffer the pains of my death but instead remember me
for the good things.
Bob, I know times have been tough, your losses great, your trials long and tiring. Look at the good though, you have accomplished rehab, you have started a clean life. Maybe God has a greater plan for you. My father whos about your age was an acholic or years, and after my step mom of 7 years left him, he fell a mess..