My ex-wife is German, we had a child while living in London. I have since relocated to
Colorado, she has returned to Germany with our son. Germany will be his primary residence. This has shattered me as I am extremely motivated to maintain a close relationship with him, I love and adore him beyond words, and desperately want to raise him with some American culture, see him as often as possible, and to see him grow and develop. Quite frankly, this situation has crushed me.