It does not take much to upset me and when I get upset I go into a
rage. My
rage varies from crying, screaming, being physically abusive, verbally abusive, destroying lots of things around me, suicide attempts, self mutilation, i make very irrational decisions etc. After I have calmed down, roughly an hour after the rage begins I am so very remorseful, and I cannot believe what I have done. I regret every ounce of it, and it is not characteristic of me.