Please know that there are so many victories in
recovery, and that you have not lost your son, he has just not found the right help
right now. Please try and get him into rehab through intervention and not just throw him on the streets. When that happened to me, I was drawn into iv drug use and contracted the Hep C virus, done the right way, maybe this can be avoided for you son.
Take care of yourself, please feel better, there is help for your son Mom.