and im sorry youve had such bad things happen to you ,
we are here to
help and be helped ,....i suffer with
depression but it got really bad when my son and daughter took there lives ,along with my other problems ......i have got more help on mh from all my friends that i never got from meds ,,i am on meds ,and i do see a therapist but i have to give it to my friends on mh ,.i dont think i would be still here if not for them ,.so give it a try and look for some people to talk to ,...