Also a lot of the symptoms you are relating to could also be side effects you experience while on bc, i was diagnosed with
depression 5 years ago and asked if it could have been caused by
Depo-
Provera and was told no, however when i read about it on the net i found it was a side effect to the depo-provera, when i came off of depo the depression lifted.
If you miss another cycle i would ask to have your bc changed as this may be the problem, best of luck to you whatever the outcome!!