Hi, I'm a 15 year old and I've been dealing with intrusive thoughts for about a year,though mainly homosexual thoughts there have been sacrilegious thoughts also,(I'm a Christian), when I was younger I never liked guys, only girls. These thoughts absolutely disgust me and drive me insane, I had what I think was a anxiety or panic attack a couple of weeks ago, I felt like I was losing my mind, even thoughts of suicide came into my head.