I can only imagine what she would have looked like on her actual due date, at age 1, at 3 , her 1st day of school, long dark wavy hair that curls at the ends, full lips
like her daddy and big brother, the longest dark
eye lashes you have ever seen, on those sparkling greens eyes she got from her mother...
I have never felt agony... I don't know about tomorrow or the next day, days just seen to pass without me even being in them.