As of today, I'm imposing on myself a one-month moratorium on complaining about my symptoms. Actually, not just complaining about them, but even mentioning them. Don't get me wrong, this is not an attempt to be a more 'positive'person. That would be trying to be something I'm not. The absence of negative does not = positive. I just want to *be*, with less dwelling on discomfort, but no pressure to be cheery.