However, when I went to therapy I just assumed that I would get better, I thought if I talked about some of the bad things that have happened to me, my never ending thoughts of suicide, of my fantasies of how my funeral will be and what would they say play over and over and over in my mind every single day, well I thought someone would be able to help me, and I have seen different people and they all give me a different diagnosis, clinical depression/anxiety, next one bipolar/ocd, next one dep