Hi Tammy, the first thing I want to applaud you for is your honesty. Talking about your weight is a very sensitive issue, and it sounds like you are determined to achieve a goal to meet a goal. But, remember, any weightloss done fast, immediate, or quick, will not work! You have to incorporate eating healthier smaller portioned meals coupled with routine daily exercise. It's as simple as that. Have you stuck with walking briskly long enough to see results?