My problem is worse though, because most of the time I can't bring myself to go to the doctor... I can't bear
the thought that he'll confirm my worst fears. I am petrified of tests such as scans, mri's or any kind of test that "might" reveal I have cancer or a terminal disease. I know I suffer from anxiety however, medications such as Paxil, Prozac, Effessor, even though they might help, give me insomnia for days!